10/22/2005 02:27:00 PM|W|P|Nicole|W|P|Listening to: The Beatles - Revolution
"You say you want a revolution
Well, you know We all want to change the world"
Reading: The Diary of Lady Murasaki, translated and introduced by Richard Bowring Playing with: Mr Potato Head...Star Wars style Darth Tator beckoning me to the dark side... Wow k i haven't been here for awhile...again. Anyway i finally succumbed to MySpace. *sigh* I'd been stalking my friends and cousins on there for so long i started feeling guilty. I had even registered a fake profile so i could look at their pics. :/ Anyway now i am officially part of this "cult" as it seems...actually it almost seems like crack for SDA's...almost everyone i know from home and here at PUC are on it. Btw they're thinking of changing the school name to a university...which sounds cool and all but...I dunno if going from PUC (Puke) to PUU (PeeUw) is much of a step up. hehe. Secondly i don't think we're really qualified to be called a university. Sure its a really good education but we only have one masters program here... If we do change our name i hope they change the whole name...like Pacific Adventist University (PAU) or something...Its better than a tongue twister of Pacific Union University. I shouldn't be updating this really cause i have so much **** to do. TTFN |W|P|113001775835813922|W|P|Darth Tator|W|P|nicanikole@gmail.com10/03/2005 01:06:00 AM|W|P|Nicole|W|P|So today wasn't much better but I'll spare you the details and the griping. Instead I'm gonna focus on the little thing that ended my nasty day just right. :) I worked the late shift in the caf tonight and Jeff dropped by after he was done in the comp. sci. department and sat with me at work. I enjoyed the company but Jeff was tired and much to my dismay decided to head back up to his dorm room with David. (He's Officially a Nichol Hall man :D) Than later James, one of many supervisors, came out and was chatting with me as I was cleaning the tables and such. Nothing out of the ordinary for him. What made my day was that he offered to take me up to my dorm so I wouldn't have to walk up there alone. Which I found incredibly sweet and shocking at the same time, cause he's never offered before. Which got me thinking about all the other guys I consider to be friends here. It was kind of a happy feeling, I'm not sure how to explain it. I never had many friendships with the opposite sex in highschool other than online. So it's been interesting experience being friends with guys. I know it's really pathetic, but I'm enjoying it. I do realize the lil things I'm enjoying, don't really mean anything on their part. I dunno how to explain I'm just enjoying the experience I never got to have in school cause I was so shy around guys/boys/men. I still am shy but that's besides the point. I'd be lying if I said I didn't enjoy it when Shawn asks or gives a hug. And I don't mean thrilled in the romantic way...It's just...nice. Am I crazy? It's just different than someone like Anna, Wendy or even Jeff giving me a hug. I love my friends and I love my Ffej (FEDGE :-P) but I guess what I enjoy about it is the fact that guys besides my gal pals and Jeff take an interest (not of the romantic sort) and don't think I've got leprosy or something...It's a warm fuzzy feeling. :)|W|P|112832895680683893|W|P|Hmm|W|P|nicanikole@gmail.com10/02/2005 01:23:00 AM|W|P|Nicole|W|P|What a week...Not only am i already getting freaked out again about school and where i'm going with my life, work schedules me on all the days i didn't want, i don't like my History of Western Art proffessor, Kilgore..i'd like to kill and gore him just to make him stop droning on and onnnnn...plus he's really mean...,i have an ass load of stuff to do, I got food poisoning the other night or something that was causing my body to want to dispell its inards... and it found any means...believe me..., some idiot pulled the fire alarm on 3rd floor, so had to go stand outside in my pj's freezing, than just a few minutes ago the room was spinning and i blacked out for a sec at my desk...and now i'm fine...go figure, my mom has been relentlessly guilt tripping me about not making it to a family reunion this weekend...It wasn't my freaking fault! Within a span of 10 minutes herself and a few of her enlisted henchmen..either messaged me or called...But on a good note i splurged and bought a ritzy set of color pencils... they are so cool :D Ironic how they make me happy...It really is the little stuff that prevents me from going over the edge, that is if i haven't aready (they say the insane don't realize that they are)...keeps me right there at the point which is cool and cruel at the same time cause sometimes you just wanna fall and get it over with...I know i know...i have it sooo rough right ;) I know it's pathetic but let me gripe darn it!|W|P|112824276007141904|W|P|Oy Vay|W|P|nicanikole@gmail.com